I don't have a fear of commitment - I have a fear of abandonment.
We all screw things up;
I screw things up, especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant,
I want to be too close, I get confused.
I don't understand all of it but I keep pushing because I hope in this thing - the universe. There's no way I'm the only person out there who wants something this bad.